Sri Aurobindo
Letters of Sri Aurobindo
Volume 1. 1935
Letter ID: 1507
Sri Aurobindo — Nirodbaran Talukdar
December 25, 1935
Guru, I hope this letter will catch you before you start for the Supramental sleep!
At about 5 a.m. I was called by P as K was having blood-vomiting. R was also there with his medicines. Seeing K’s vomiting, I had the impression that it was from the lungs. An examination led me to suspect apex of rt. lung. I don’t know what R thinks about it; but at first sight he said it was vicarious menstruation. Anyway he gave her medicines. The bout subsided and she slept quite peacefully. Then again she had blood-vomiting. According to his treatment, food and nourishment have to be given. R told me that he will write to you and give her charge to me as he is busy with many other cases, and his temporary treatment won’t clash with mine.
I don’t know what to do now. I am at Thy service, Sir.
If you and R don’t agree as to diagnosis, it is better to send for a third person, (Dr. Valle is indicated, I suppose), to consult and advise. It is necessary to know what she has. We are informed that K had this once in Gujarat. You can ask P about this and, if it is correct, find out what was the diagnosis and treatment.
I suppose in any case (if it is lung trouble, also) food and nourishment have to be given and it is only if it is liver or stomach that it would be otherwise?
6.30 a.m.
By “allopathic-homeopath”, I meant a homeopath having studied allopathy who will have a very sound basis in Medicine. All homeopathy schools are now teaching pathology, etc...
They may all study pathology, but I don’t think they all bind themselves to the same conclusions as the allopaths. If they did, they would not be able to have an entirely opposite system.
I don’t deny that personality is a big factor though I don’t know exactly whether hope, faith, etc., operate physically more or bring some occult forces into the field.
You have only to admit that the mind and vital can influence the body – then no difficulty is left. In this action of mind and vital on the body faith and hope have an immense importance. I do not at all mean that they are omnipotent or infallibly effective – that is not so. But they assist the action of any force that can be applied, even of an apparently purely material force like medicine. In fact however there is no such thing as a purely material force, but the action may be purely material when it is a question of material objects. But in things that have life or mind and life one cannot isolate the material operation like that. There is always a play of other forces mixed with it in the reception at least and for the most part in the inception and direction also.
I don’t understand why I came into this world with doubts and Co. whereas others did so with self-confidence. Why some people go on patiently and honestly and still end their days in misery, whereas frauds etc. flourish so well! I would 
say Kismet. You may say blessed Karma – it is only another name.
Well, the frauds are capable and clever in their fraudulency, I suppose. And why should not capacity have its results? The others are only moral and the reward of morality is not worldly success but the satisfaction of a conscience at rest. Virtue is its own reward – it can’t ask for success in life also!! What would the poor frauds do if having the torments of a bad conscience (?) they had no success to soothe their tortures?
Karma is not luck, it is the transmission of past energies into the present with their results.
Do you hope that a “blue moon” will ever rise in my heavens?...
I trust that a blue moon will rise in everybody’s heaven who has on one side the patience to go through and on the other no fundamental and self-expulsive wickedness in his nature. Even for these others the blue moon will rise one day, though later,– if they have once sought for it.
Even if it does, I would prefer your “blue moon” letters dilating a little the last para regarding mediumship and medical aspects – if you can.
Well, we’ll see.