Sri Aurobindo

Letters of Sri Aurobindo

Volume 2. 1936

Letter ID: 1679

Sri Aurobindo — Nirodbaran Talukdar

July 17, 1936

... But is it really “gratifying”? It may be so as far as my gloominess is concerned. But the ultimate result?

The ultimate result is for the Ultimate to see – I was speaking in and of the immediate.

I am now determined to turn myself towards you as far as possible.

Very good.

Have X and I formed our old attachments in this garb?...

All that depends on the Ulterior (not the Ultimate). It is an advantage to have got to a friendly relation rather than a hard scraggy one which gave neither release nor quietude. The evolution from that basis depends on the future.

... A strong aspiration for more and more purity, sincerity, etc., is coming down. Contact with her gives me real joy. I see the vital receding... But are all these illusions? Will you explain?

No use explaining. If you keep to the understanding and to your aspiration, psychology will take care of itself.

Give both of us your blessings and help to keep our relation pure, harmonious and happy. Will you?

Yes.

Jatin says he can wait even for a year, for your reply. I hope it won’t be as bad as that. I’ll write that he need have no fear in these difficulties as your Force and protection are with him. Shall I?

Yes.

S says he feels hungry now, will be absolutely all right in 4 or 5 days. Three cheers!!

What about bile?