Sri Aurobindo

Letters of Sri Aurobindo

CWSA 35

Fragment ID: 9244

Departure from the Ashram [16]

What would be the best way of rejecting the thought of going away? Every few days or so I have to deal with this “challenge”.

The reason why it recurs so much is that it is not so much a personal reaction as a force that whenever it gets the door of the consciousness open, is consciously pressing the idea of departure with all sorts of reasons to support it. There are a certain number in the Asram who have it with the same recurrence – while there are others who used to have it but from whose consciousness it is now after a long series of attacks excluded or fading out. Obviously to give the movement any kind of scope would be no conquest. One day it will give up coming of itself, as it has done with others, when the external vital nature has got as convinced as the inner being of the imperativeness of its spiritual destiny.

23 October 1933