Sri Aurobindo
Letters on Himself and the Ashram
The Complete Works of Sri Aurobindo. Volume 35
Remarks on the Current State of the Sadhana, 1931 – 1947
1935 [45]
The descent of the Silence is not usually associated with sadness, though it does bring a feeling of calm detachment, unconcern and wide emptiness, but in this emptiness there is a sense of ease, freedom, peace. The absorption as if something were drawing deep from within is evidently the pull of the inmost being, the psychic. There is a psychic sadness often when this inmost soul opens and feels how far the nature and the world are from what they should be, but this is a sweet and quiet sorrow, not distressing. It must be something in the mind and vital which is not yet awake to what has happened within you and gives this colour of dissatisfied and distressed seeking.
You have certainly made a great progress since you came and there is no reason to fear any setback of the sadhana.
I don’t think you need attach any value to what X
professes to think about the supramental. The descent of the supramental is an
inevitable necessity in the logic of things and is therefore sure. It is because
people do not understand what the supermind is or realise the significance of
the emergence of consciousness in a world of “inconscient” Matter that they are
unable to realise this inevitability. I suppose a matter-of-fact observer if
there had been one at the time of the unrelieved reign of inanimate Matter in
the earth’s beginning would have criticised any promise of the emergence of life
in a world of dead earth and rock and mineral as an absurdity and a chimaera; so
too afterwards he would have repeated his mistake and regarded the emergence of
thought and reason in an animal world as an absurdity and a chimaera. It is the
same now with the appearance of supermind in the stumbling mentality of this
world of human consciousness and its reasoning ignorance. I do not know that the
descent depends on the readiness of the sadhaks
of this Asram. It is likely that these things are determined from above rather
than from below. That the descent is preparing and progressing is a fact; it is
that which you feel and are justified in feeling.
1 December 1935