it is so. So long as
any vital weakness remains it cannot be otherwise. Certainly it cannot be
remedied by “submitting to his demands and his ego”.Sri Aurobindo
Letters on Himself and the Ashram
The Complete Works of Sri Aurobindo. Volume 35
Miscellaneous Matters
The Behaviour of Ashramites [3]
I must say what I have often written to people, that it is impossible for us to take sides in a clash between sadhaks or assume the role of judge and arbiter or of defender of one party against another. Formerly the Mother used to try to intervene or to reconcile, but we found that this only kept discord alive and fed the ego of the sadhaks. In most cases we pass over all quarrels and clashes in silence and almost all sadhaks have ceased to write about their conflicts because they get no answer. I have written to X once or twice, avoiding any discussion of the merits of a dispute, only to influence him to regard things from a general and impersonal standpoint so as to prepare him to give up that of the person and ego. I passed no personal opinion or judgment for or against this or that person. You must not expect me to take any other attitude. This is a place meant for Yoga and sadhana; personal relations of the vital kind with their attractions and repulsions, quarrels and explanations and reconciliations belong to the ordinary life and nature.
All these clashes which arise whenever you mix with
X come from his weakness and yours. I have not imposed on you any rule of
not meeting with him; but I have advised you not to give any field for the
weakness which you yourself have admitted and which is evidently there in you.
Both you and X are to me disciples and I have to deal with each in the
way best for him or her. I have not pressed on your weaknesses and defects, I
have given you time to find them out yourself and overcome them, for that is the
best way. I have pointed out his to X when he was ready to recognise
them. It is a pity that you should clash whenever you meet together a little,
but you know yourself why it is so. So long as
any vital weakness remains it cannot be otherwise. Certainly it cannot be
remedied by “submitting to his demands and his ego”.
16 November 1935