Nirodbaran
Correspondence with Sri Aurobindo
Second Series
1. Spirituality
The Ashram and its Yoga
I. Yogic Ups and Downs
Suddenly to drop without doing anything wrong – why such a setback?
Everybody drops. I have dropped myself thousands of times during the sadhana. What rose-leaf-princess sadhaks you all are!
Is it not that we have to work very hard at Yoga in this Ashram and it takes very long to get to our goal?
Allow me to point out that here there are any number of people who have had experiences which could be highly prized outside. There are even one or two who have had the Brahman realisation in a single year. But it is the fashion here to shout and despair and say we have got nothing and nobody can get anything in this Yoga. I believe the pretensions of the Pondicherry sadhaks to have an easy and jolly canter to the goal or else think themselves baffled martyrs would be stared at with surprise in any other Ashram.
02.04.1937